[ It reminds him so suddenly of something he'd once heard--from himself--that he's blindsided with how uncanny the similarity is. "It's the greatest gift we have: to bear their pain without breaking." How keen, the sentiment.
The strict context of the actual material, as with his own biased use of it, is immaterial. ]
Again, a trade easily enough made. You'll let me know if anything changes?
Lucky for you, I can be "infuriatingly patient." [ He scarce remembers who that one came from, and if he doesn't have to be, he won't. But he most certainly can, when it counts. ]
HUFFS
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[ Those are famous last words. ]
If they are,
that's an end I'll accept.
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[ This pretentious motherfucker
that he [fill in the blank]]I can't believe this is happening over text.
[ But he has to laugh about it because of course it is. ]
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[ HE'S STILL PRESSED ABOUT THAT, YOU SHIT. ]
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[ STAY PRESSED. ]
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I still don't LIKE it.
Better?
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But it's not like it can be changed right now anyway.
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[ And he doesn't like that either. Especially not in the face of this confession; the distance feels suddenly so much more pronounced.
Like an ache.]But I refuse to let that stop me from doing what I can.
[ Thus, how this happened over a text. Which does, once said, feel exactly that ridiculous. But there it is, and here they are. ]
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The strict context of the actual material, as with his own biased use of it, is immaterial. ]
Again, a trade easily enough made.
You'll let me know if anything changes?
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[ And you know he will, Charles. ]
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I just know in my life, up to coming here, restraint was a very key factor in my dealings with people.
[ Because it was kinda life and death most times. ]
You know what they say about old habits.
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Tell me no, and this stops. That's all it takes.
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I don't want this to stop.
I just need you to understand how I can be.
[ One of the most open statements he's ever made. ]
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[ He's not even joking. Mostly. ]
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[ Which is not as effective when it isn't said, but he did bank and remember it, you're welcome. ]
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But that does actually bring some warmth to his face so well done, Charles. ]